December 7, 2022
Dearest, Sweet Friend,
To recollect is to bring back to conscious awareness an event of the past. To recollect deeply is to observe the event from a number of perspectives and to question the memory until the deepest meaning and highest purpose of the event becomes evident. It is about perceiving, penetrating and permeating the event to get to the role it plays in your inner development.
A spiritual scientist recollects the same event from a thousand different points of view each offering a different perception. Or the spiritual scientist might form a question and ask the same question about a thousand different events. Both are activities of deep recollection. Both develop a living, mobile
awareness and the spiritual capacity to build flowing imaginations of truth, beauty and goodness beyond the obvious fixed narrative elements.
Like the proverbial journey of a thousand miles, each deep recollection begins with a single event or a single question.
Write down an event with a simple description. Then write down three or four deep questions, mysterious questions eg. If this event was a color, what color? If there is one word that describes my feelings about this event, what is the word? What would my angel ask me about this experience? If this was a newspaper
article what would the headline be? What counterforce showed up to skew and sabotage the process? What would Buddha say?
Or you can write simple descriptions of 3-5 events and then find a single question to bring to all of them: What is the most beautiful aspect of this event? Where is the shadow?
What if this experience did not happen, how would I be different?
This exercise in spiritual scientific recollection is so vital to waking you up to the meaning and purpose of every moment. When you go to bed at night and recollect your day, your soul will be peaceful, not judgmental. When you
recollect your year before entering the Holy Nights, you will be able to let go, and release your year with self-compassion because you will be “fully and spiritually in possession of your year.”
Choose an event that had an impact on your life. Something in your soul, your
sense of self is altered by the event. An event can be something that other people could witness or something only you could observe, feel or recognize.
Initially, you will find this deep recollecting a challenge. It asks you to approach and relate to your life and your soul in new ways, from more
perspectives. You will be uncomfortable the first couple of times. Your habits will fight your new ways. You will feel there is no way you can succeed in deep recollection.
This is true…there is no way you can succeed, but there is no way you can fail! Deep recollection has nothing to do with
success or failure.
You just keep asking questions, following one question until you come to the next question. Like the view changes with every step on the journey, your experience and awareness of self will alter with every observation.
In choosing the event…the story, the circumstance, the thought, the feeling, the reaction, the action, the pattern. You may find the details clear or vague. You may struggle for the narrative and the language.
You want to go deeper than the story of the event to the meaning and purpose living in it.